“I’ll kill you”...

Same voice
She creeps in each time
Luring me away from sanity
Taking control
Same voice

"All you've got to do is drink this. No-one would notice, its painless" she says
I smile and tell her No!
I'm not thirsty.
"Heres the easiest way. Its bloody though, but eventually you'd be cold as ice" she says
"Shut up!" I yell at her "I have tried that and I never left, I'm still here! "
"Okay, I'm sorry. I was just trying to help" she says
"I don't need your help! I'm fine" I snap back


Same voice
She creeps in each time
Luring me into insanity
Taking control
Same voice


"Today is the best day, you know this" she says
"I know right, but how would they feel? "
I reply
"They would hurt, but then again you are hurting! They don't understand! They can't help, but I can" she says
"They totally don't! I try to help them see but they are blinded by thier own feelings and my faults!! They don't hear my words" I reply irritated
"I know darling,that's why you must do this today.. I'd help you through it all" she says
"Okay.. Okay.. I'm ready" I reply


......
Same voice
Taunts
Hunts
Frustrates
Lures
....

"NOOOOOOO!!!! I WILL NOT"
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD"
"I WILL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN"
"ID WAIT"
I yell at her!!!


.....

Sometimes we hear tiny voices luring us away from the real beauty in living.
Living isn't supposed to be all bliss..
Its filled with so much sorrow, pain, hate, frustration, envy, anger, discomfort, betrayal and torture..
But when you wake up and realize who you are and choose who you should be regardless of all the bad shit, you would realize why life has all that list of bad energies.
Its all in growth.
Living is growing.
Its up to you to decide how you want to grow.
You must not be rich, tall, educated, pure, or holy to understand that life was given to you for a purpose!

Choose Life!
Admire the sun.
Admire the blue skies.
Awe in wonder at thunder!
Bask in the sun!
Be a Being.
But choose how to be the being that you are.


Say No to Suicide!
For even in death..
We know not our fates in the end.



I Chose!



Written by Cruss Zoba Ndee
September 27 2018
2.00am
@official_crussaffairs1
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